{"id":486,"date":"2026-04-23T23:50:15","date_gmt":"2026-04-23T14:50:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/?p=486"},"modified":"2026-04-21T00:13:40","modified_gmt":"2026-04-20T15:13:40","slug":"spending-time-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/2026\/04\/spending-time-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Spending time"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>After work, I spend my time reading books, watching movies or dramas, and sometimes playing games. I\u2019ve already read 45 books so far this year.<br><br>Yet, I\u2019m not sure if I\u2019m truly enjoying it. While I do find pleasure in these activities, I also feel like I\u2019m merely passing the time. This leaves me feeling a bit confused.<br><br>Ultimately, this comes down to how I feel about my life. If I felt I were truly living, I wouldn\u2019t have these doubts.<br><br>If every day were a matter of survival\u2014if life felt more visceral\u2014there would be no room to wonder if I\u2019m really living. I would know for sure that I wasn&#8217;t just wasting time.<br><br>Since I cannot escape this feeling, I need to find a better way to handle it. Even if I were to become a billionaire by some chance, I believe nothing would change. This is an inescapable part of the human condition.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After work, I spend my time reading books, watching movies or dramas, and sometimes playing games. I\u2019ve alread<a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/2026\/04\/spending-time-2\/\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-486","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=486"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":487,"href":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486\/revisions\/487"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=486"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=486"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/zawameki.org\/blog2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=486"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}