We went to beach in this Sunday with family friends.
Preparing all the wear and stuff is quite bothering especially to my wife, but feeling she on the beach is one of the greatest experience.
But this time, there’s a lot of Yakuza visited to Moriya kaigan.
It was scared a bit.
I understand there’s no “meaning” in the world as we, human being, just discover the meaning from a lot of things.
If there’s death of people, we discover the meaning and especially people who close to the deceased will find out huge and wide meaning for the event.
But if all the people died, no one will find out the meaning.
It’s just nothing.
I understand the logic, but on the other hand, we are the living animal automatically discovering the meaning.
Not finding out the meaning is not possible as it just means we need to have complete control on our emotion and instinct.
This contradiction itself is the joy of life, and also struggle and pain of life.
I just wanted to be freed up but I don’t want to the any experience which cause pain or fear.