My elder daughter did a theft from my and my wife’s wallet.
The sum is nearly 30k yen, and it’s not a small money.

She did it in Wendnesday and I felt something odd in Friday, and my wife also found strangeness in her purse today.
Then we tried to find the money, and we found it in the desk of my daughter.

It’s quite a sensitive issue.
Any crime is serious and will have a significant impact on the trust and credibility.
I tried to let her understand by explaining it.

I think just shouting and yelling at her is not making sense.
She is 11 years old and she needs to understand deeply from her heart.

I really want to be a kind and supportive father to her.
It will/should be a baseline for her life.

Since I faced the fact that my last day is gradually coming closer, I further consider I shouldn’t practice restraint too much.
Curbing my desire deeply will not make much sense, as I can’t live forever.
And I can’t take my assets/money with me when I die.

I have points given by my company’s thanks system, and it’s equal to about 500k yen.
I decided to use this freely.

But even with that, I didn’t buy anything.
I wanted a MacBook Air, but even with all these conditions, it didn’t make me buy it.

It seems my desire is too weak to live happily.

I took 8 days off as Golden Week, but the private tutoring school only has 3 days off for my older daughter.
This time we went back to my hometown and stayed 2 nights.

I came to know that my maternal grandmother had some sickness on her heart condition in the past.
Her sister was the same as well.

Now it makes more sense why sometimes I feel strong pain in the center of my chest.
It’s a genetic issue.

One assuring fact is that all of those people live until their 90s.
It shouldn’t be the reason for the fatal situation for me at an early stage of my life.

At least, I want to live until I am 60.