Since I faced the fact that my last day is gradually coming closer, I further consider I shouldn’t practice restraint too much.
Curbing my desire deeply will not make much sense, as I can’t live forever.
And I can’t take my assets/money with me when I die.
I have points given by my company’s thanks system, and it’s equal to about 500k yen.
I decided to use this freely.
But even with that, I didn’t buy anything.
I wanted a MacBook Air, but even with all these conditions, it didn’t make me buy it.
It seems my desire is too weak to live happily.