Today is my company’s holiday, so I don’t want to work.
But on the other hand, I couldn’t come up with a good plan to spend the day off.
It’s serious.
Even if I have time and money, if I’m not able to find a way to use them, it means my life is kind of meaningless.
But a more important premise here is that there’s no meaning for anyone’s life unless it’s defined by themselves.
So, trying to discover is the wrong way to create the meaning, because there’s nothing by itself.
Back to my day off story.
I thought I could go to Kamakura to stroll around the area, but in the end, I lost motivation after considering the details.
So I’m here at Saizeriya near my house to read a book.
Today’s flow itself is a bit chaotic, and the book I’m going to read is a non-fiction book about the criminal of Zama Nine Murders.
Embracing the chaos.