Finished reading ハロー・ワールド.

Very well covered IT as the fiction, though the main character’s capability and talent is boosted like hero.

it doesn’t happen frequently but I have some time today while working hour.
I’m usually able to find out the job I need to work on, but not much today.

It’s end of Sep, and whether is becoming cooler, and comfortable.
It’s good to play out side.

Yesterday I went to ドイツ村 with my family friends.
It was nice having fun time with close friends with whole family.

One concern is our daughters are growing and their preference and concept of value is being changed.
I would say, they are changing their everything as a whole according to their mental and physical development.

When they are in kindergarten and until maybe 3rd/4th grade in elementary school, my daughter and the daughter of another family was closest friend.
But their situation is being changed a bit.
The friend still love my daughter, but it’s becoming one direction.

The situation may change again at any time in the future.
But I and we have to adapt to this kind of change.
It’s kind of sad, but nothing stays the same in time.

Turned the last page of むらさきのスカートの女.

Have read in a row after “こちらあみ子”.

Everything is running smoothly, and it should seem that way to the outside eye, but I feel like I’ve come much closer to the hardship.
As we age, even if the concept of work itself does not change, the existence of work in my life is being transformed.
Such a perception was not very clear, even within myself, until the 40s.
It would be different for different people.

Or it’s already ended?
But I can feel somewhat comfortable whether comparing with mid-summer, so my feeling is it’s ending.

Yen is being weak. This is important as large part of my asset is share of my company in dollar base and my company’s share is not doing well.
Maybe changing the job can be good option, but it’s bothering to change the environment.
And there’s no guarantee that next company is better as a whole.
On the other hand, my take is it’s very difficult to keep the salary level in Japan.

And I got used to remote working during these 4-5 years.
Now changing this work style will be a big change in my daily life.

I guess I adjusted myself to the life itself.
And getting bored more.
What new will come to my life where the time and resource is limited for precious my daughters.
Obviously I need to change my view otherwise not good.
I don’t think it’s fatal like depression, but at least it will be not good.