I’ll need to be a interviewer for the open position for my team, but it’s in English.
I had that experience several times in the past, but still it’s not comfortable as it’s 1on1 and I’m not native speaker.
I need to review the resume and come up with enough question.
I need to show my smile in nice way and be friendly for the external candidate.
The bar for English communication was significantly lowered in these days as I need to use it for my job.
But still I can feel small challenges for the communication in English as I can compare the experience with Japanese’s one.
Actually it can be stressful, so I’m even wondering if my current job is helpful for having happier life.
When I was young, I believe developing myself hard in challenging environment is the way.
But I’m getting older.
I’m not sure but this can happen due to multiple possibilities (some of them can be wrong); changing the concept of value, getting smarter about the life, loosing motivation, time is becoming more valuable than other factors in my life, etc.