I have something to worry about.

My elder daughter seems not to like studying, and making a effort.
She likes playing a game, and watching Netflix, but she doesn’t care her exam scores.

I can’t blame her as the very first time when I started to study by my own intention is around 25 year’s old.
But I now learned that studying is important and helpful to have good life.

I really want to help her.
But it cannot be achieved without her understanding and help.

Last week, I created presentation with 8 slides to explain her situation, and the decisions she needs to make.
Hope she understands it, but if she doesn’t want to spend time for learning, still it’s OK.

But she will need to quit her private tutoring.

Days off are very important.
Since my job and role is with high pressure, “off” to away from the responsibility is crucial to maintain myself.
Even though I’m not good at switching on and off.
Still I can be away from the job.

My sister-in-law will visit my house tomorrow with her daughter.
It is always a pleasure to meet with her, as I like her personality.
Hope she can enjoy the stay, and my daughters and her daughter can enjoy the meet up and playing together.

My younger daughter caught stomach sick, then elder daughter had 39 degree C fever.
I needed to take her to the doctor, but fortunately it’s not a flu, and recovered promptly.
They are so excited to visit my wife’s home town from 30th, and looking forward.
Catching the sickness earlier is kind of positive.

It’s already December 24th.
Failed to keep posting in earlier days in Dec…

No special update, but finally I finished my work in 2024.
I have almost 2 weeks off, but Time will fly.

My eldest daughter turned 11 on the 25th of November.

She will need to consider about the entering exam for private junior high school.
But she is not so good at studying.

She has capability and potential as he is good at Japanese class.
But not good for other classes like Math, Science, Social study, etc.
I believe it’s closely related to curiosity and how to enjoy the learning.

Actually when I was young, I was also not doing that well.
On the contrary, I protested to my parent and determined not to do any study.

Nowadays, there’s lots of contents available in Netflix and Web.
Those will distract her.

I will continue to be a good advisor to her, using some kind of my success story.
I still believe private middle school is better choice.

My manager is now on medical leave.
He will get back on Jan 2025.

I like him as he is not simply good guy but good for me.
And our strong point is clearly different.
That’s very important to be a good team.

Hope his surgery went well, and he is having smooth recovery.

Actually I’m not sure the reason or name of sickness for his surgery.
He didn’t clarify it and our director also didn’t mention, so I didn’t ask as it’s kind of private area.
But he said 3 weeks stay is needed after the surgery, so I can assume it’s related to internal organs or something.

I’ve heard that my manager will start to take medical leave.
He will have surgery in 20th Nov, but I’m not sure about the details, as he (and his boss) didn’t mention it clearly, so I didn’t ask.

My honest feeling is it’s a kind of challenge.
We are good team to support each other, as strong point is different each other.
I really hope the surgery will go well.

By the way, I needed to face the fact that my English vocabulary is limited for this type of conversation.
I could only say “Hope the surgery will go well” in 1on1 call.
I have no plan to seek to move to management role, but this is one of the reason it looks very challenging for me.

Done with the book, 火星へ.
It was not so great honestly but I could enjoy the book without getting bored.
It’s not super dramatic but more for low-key, but very well written for the space travel toward Mars in 1960s.
Yes, 1960s.

Looks I can get some rewards, RSU or pay raise.
There’s definitely the limit for salary in case we are working as normal employee.

But we need money to get food and have education for our kids.
Any opportunity to achieve more money is important.

My manager supposed to share the letter between last Tuesday and this Monday.
I’m waiting good news.


Finished the book I bought at my daughter’s request.

Playing The Legend Of Zelda: Echoes Of Wisdom / ゼルダの伝説 知恵のかりもの.

Gemini Live attracted my attention, but still it’s not available on my Pixel 8 Pro.
It can be good personal consultant for me and can be always on if the capability and usability is good enough.

Survived the horrors of the USG Ishimura. Dead Space (2023) – completed.

Then changed my activity in free time to reading.
Now reading ある男.

My daughter is going to be 11 years old next month.
Still she don’t generate hate or offensiveness against me.
She even hug me still.
But I’m expecting the change for adolescent girl, because I know that’s the natural things as “knowledge”.

I still remember my behavior in 20s/30s.
But I wouldn’t do the same thing now, so I feel embarrassed just by remembering my past attitudes and behavior.

Busy with playing Dead Space via PC Gamepass which was discounted.

Finished reading ハロー・ワールド.

Very well covered IT as the fiction, though the main character’s capability and talent is boosted like hero.